it's official. as of 15th jul 2008, i've been extricated from the ball-and-chains of being "in a relationship". needless to say, i will thus enjoy the privileges of checking "single" on all the social networking sites and indulge in some online polygamist flirting. right. like that would certainly help me get over lying on my tear-soaked pillows, having countless, sleepless nights that i would soon come up against.
five years. half a decade. sixty months. that would have been the amount of jail-time one would spend squatting behind bars for felony. (who am i kidding, what do i know?) or in my case, it would have been a roller-coaster gamut of emotions that ranged from relentless pyscho-torture to that tingling sensation that resonates in your heart which could only spell true bliss.
it wasn't meant to be, though. a series of miscommunications and mishaps had resulted in a relationship better left swept under the carpet. however, to untangle the web of five years and dissect it for scrutiny would be untangling the very crux upon which this relationship had been established on.
there were innumerable break-ups along the way (and trust me when i say innumerable, there were), uncivil words spat at each other, and fights that rendered more breakups and more uncivil words. by the same token, there were also the raucous laughters, the doting cuddlings and fond kisses, and the fuzzy, head-spinning sensation when you see the one you love.
meanwhile, i could only shrink into the shadows and let melancholy eat me up for the time being.
for all it's worth, thank you ay.
4 years ago
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